Still Haven’t

January 27, 2010

I’ve only written one word in my not so new journal and that word is now. Should have been later, I guess. I laid it down yesterday, sat back to behold, then went, Oh/ew…. through clenched teeth. I’m waiting for the perfect setting (hahaha yah right, good luck with that one, Kim) as the sunshine streams through my window and my head’s as clear and cloud-free as the bluest, blue sky. I mean it’s not like that has never happened. But I have a feeling, even with those sunny circumstances, I’d still come up with some kind of an excuse.

One side of my brain constantly grabs me by the shoulders urging me to seize the day while the other… It flicks its wrist and says, you’ve got all the time in the world.

I know better than that.


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